2009

2008 REVIEW
Every year I think to myself.. "This is going to be my year".
But here we are going into 2009 and nothing has really changed too much.
Ok So, I do have a great job now. That is probably the only one positive thing that came out of this year. On a sad note, we lost granddad this year so that will be something we will not forget about 2008. I gained a stalker this yearand had to get my first PPO. So. Basically what Im trying to say is.. Overall.. this year sucked.

2009 RESOLUTIONS AND THOUGHTS
Will 2009 Be My Year?
Things that I want to find in the New Year:

Myself... Im getting really close (damn near there really)

True Love... yea I know.. kinda bold just throwing that out there but a girl can dream! I mean I want a family, babies, the whole nine. lol *my day will come* but the clock is a tickin!!

A Church Home.. Yes I am determined to find a church this year. I have had trouble in the past gettin comfortable in a church and finding a church that I enjoy attending and can grow with.

Something I enjoy more than SEX and LIQUOR... *Dont you Laugh!* I am being serious. I can already think of one thing more Important.. HAPPINESS. and Happiness means alot to me.. more than liquor or well.. yea more than liquor.. LMAO!

An Affordable Gym.... I mean I wanna lose weight but don't want to go broke doing it. There is this new one my sister told me about. I should check it out $10 a month.. sounds great.. but what is the catch? ya feel me.?

A New Look.... Not just Weight Loss.. I'm talking hair and nails and make up.. clothes... just completely New everything.

To design my Graphic Design Web Site and get a damn Business Card. .....I have been puttin this off too long.

Hobbies and More Activities... Fuckin GOLF i don't care just something to get me off my ass.. maybe I will join a bowling league its been so long.. but I love to bowl. why not.

Dates.... and Im not talking about leaving the club drunk at 2:30 a.m. calling someone and well.. u know the rest.. Im talking real dates. I have had a few recently and I enjoyed them very much for a change.



CONCLUSION:
HOPEFULLY EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY NEW YEAR, AND FOLLOWS THROUGH ON THIER RESOLUTIONS. i KNOW ITS TOUGH, BUT ITS POSSIBLE. MAY YOU BE BLESSED AND MAY GOOD THINGS FIND YOU THIS YEAR. GOOD LUCK AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL...


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!
Feel free to comment or share any resolutions you have for 2009!!
oh P.S
NYE DETROIT SCIENCE CENTER!!! BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!

Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman

so...here i sit,
wearing my Wonder Woman
pajamas--
can you imagine?
being in love with
Wonder Woman,
this amazing superhero
from decades ago?
i am.
after all, i can say,
"i slept with Wonder Woman".
it makes me wonder
what people must think
of me--
i wear Wonder Woman pajamas.
i makes me wonder
what i think of myself...
i'm an insomniac.
it drives me crazy,
to think about sleeping
while lying wide awake.
i am crazy,
i believe.
and it gets harder to
distinguish
my dreams from my reality
'cause both are
fucked up and
i can't tell them apart
around midnight.
but i am--
a girl, that is,
a woman.
and i can become
a bitch
because i am a woman,
a sexy bitch,
sometimes, even.
that's part of who i am.
i'm a lot of
things--
isn't everyone?
changing like a werewolf
in the light of
the full moon.
the last full mooon
drove me nearly to
madness,
full moons make me
a
raving lunatic,
shouting strange words
at the air
and cursing
god and the devil and
other people
i'm not too fond of.
there's one person
particulary,
i'm now only his
forgotten ex-girlfriend.
what a label.
well, trying to be
forgotten--
i ignore all his
phone calls.
i spent nine months being
ignored and pushed around
and now i'm JUST
"EX-GIRLFRIEND"?
don't i deserve
more?
but i don't want
more,
not from him.
mostly, i just feel
incomplete.
a half-painted canvas--
what fucked-up
artist
left ME half-painted,
not finishing
or destroying?
must be a sick joke.
"this is too beautiful
to destroy
but
too ugly to waste my
time finishing".
and LEFT me.
abandoned me.
i'm looking for him,
going to kill
the son of a bitch.
but i'm tired now,
this
ranting & raving
and
trying to figure
myself
out is exhausting
so
Wonder Woman and i
are going to try
to sleep...

MIND FUCK

HE- "HEY NICE TO MEET YOU. YOU GOT A NUMBER?"
SHE- "SURE 777-9311"
HE- "AIIGHT, IM GONE HIT YOU UP"
*THAT NIGHT AFTER THE CLUB 2:20 A.M.*
*CELL PHONE RINGS*
HE- "WHAT UP?"
SHE- "WHO DIS?"
HE- "DUDE YOU JUST MET AT THE *** BAR"
SHE- *OBVIOUSLY DRUNK* "OH HEY WHAT UP?"
HE- "TRYIN TO SEE WHATS UP WIT U, WHERE U GOING?"
SHE- "SHIT, IM DRUNK AS HELL (BAD MOVE) IM GOING TO THEEEE CRIB!"
HE- "CAN I COME TO THE CRIB WIT U?"
SHE- *DRUNK, HORNY, DAMN* "OK"


AND SO THEY MEET...
NOW THIS HAPPENS MORE OFTEN THAT YOU THINK..
SHE ENDS UP TALKING WAY TOO MUCH TO HIM BECAUSE SHE IS DRUNK, HE FINDS A WAY TO GET HER COMFORTABLE. HE GETS THE PUSSY AND THATS THE END OF THAT.


NOW A FEW DAYS LATER.... SHE WILL CALL..
SHE- "HEY WHATS UP"
HE- "WHO IS THIS?"
SHE- *WTF* "THIS IS *** FROM LAST WEEKEND"
HE- "OHHHH, WHATS UP , AYE SHAWTY CAN I HIT U BACK?"
SHE- "OH, SURE"


HE WILL CALL BACK....
BUT ..

HE WILL CALL BACK ... TWO WEEKS LATER ON A FRIDAY OR SATURDAY NIGHT
2:20 A.M.
HE- "WHAT UP?"
SHE- *DRUNK AGAIN* "HEY WHAT UP.. WHERE U AT?"
HE- "TRYIN TO BE WHERE U AT?"
SHE- "OH THATS WHATS UP"


AND THE CYCLE CONTINUES...

YOU CAN DEVELOP 5 OF THESE KINDS OF RELATIONSHIPS SO EASY.
HEADED NO WHERE.

THAT'S THE REASON I RECENTLY CHANGED MY NUMBER.
AND DROPPED ALL MY BOOTYCALLS.

SHIT GETS OLD AFTER A WHILE.